Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Brief Recess

Well, gentle readers, I have had to take a few more days to work on my stupid, recurring, pesky health 'situation.'   Two dear friends sent me the medicinals I need to work out this systemic infection (which I truly did NOT expect to flare up while I was here), but those packages got caught in the Hades that Is the Greek Postal System.    Which is especially infernal in December.

One of them just popped up, but it is the protocol I know nothing about - so we'll see if it makes a difference.  The other one is still stuck in Athens, in Customs.  I have no idea what it will take to loosen up that clinch.  But returning to Athens is not in the budget.

My resolve to stay off of the Net (written about here) until the end of each 'work/writeday' evaporated when the days required non-stop focus to solve this problem.

For those of you who think (as once I did) that if I just relax, things will fall into place;  let me assure you that the ONLY WAY anything works out here is to keep pushing.   This is the Serendipity Desert, I tell ya.

Postscript: Global Express (USPS) is punted over to Fed Ex in Greece, where it is subjected to Customs diversion as well as extra taxes and duties (many times the value of the package).   My host in Athens went to Fed Ex and spent most of two days pushing to have the package released.   We prevailed but she became so exhausted by this effort that she caught a flu.  Irony of ironies, as the remedy (it's a panacea) was now on its way to me.

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Tuesday, December 8, 2015

Investment Propert(ree

All the oranges in Greece are talking to that blue. 


But  greens are down here, joking with the soil. 

All windows are doors in this country.  Well, almost...

...except for the ones that just want to be sky. 


Gravity.

...and anti-gravity.  Those stones are *over* the doorway. 

Portokalenyi, calling from the garden.  



Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Reviving FWOL, and . . .

I woke up to the news that I won a month subscription to Flexjobs with my lilting entry to their "splain yrself, Lucy" contest.   The whole mess can be found at For Writing Out Loud.  FWOL, as you may recall, is my scribbler's blog, containing the occasional muse on technique and a chronicle of 'weekly' work.
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Now I have to hie myself downhill for the day.  I have exactly one apple and two eggs left in the kitchen.   But infinitely more distressing:  no cream for the coffee.

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Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Hang In There...

After a month on the mountain, I am on the verge of figuring out how to manage this hermitage. Yesterday --after a particularly unproductive set of exchanges-- I hopped off social media for a while to catch the silence I have traveled so far, paid so dearly to obtain.

Well - paid, regaled and borrowed.  For my benefactors, I have no limit of gratitude (and demonstrate it with every word I pen).   I also have creditors --some reluctant, some enthusiastic-- for this journey.  To those I say: repayment begins when I sell some work, a process I am initiating this week.

This means I have to re-open humandala, my writing website.  It still feels too early in the Dread, but my career aspirations do not include clochardage on the streets of Athens (Paris maybe, Athens not so much).

When I have a functional income stream (??), those of you who have been so patient will begin to see some movement on the debt front.

Thank you, with love...


Friday, November 27, 2015

The Black Friday Post

Not to be too immodest about this, but I've always a special skill for finding things, gifts,  that bring my friends/family to near-swoon upon receipt.

I honestly believe that I was put on this earth to slip something into your pocket, next to your plate, under your pillow while you weren't looking - and a day later comes 
that phone call: "Where did you find this!?" 

My joy is then indescribable. Well, almost. . . my giftees usually wish it was by the end of a five-minute lecture on the provenance of the hechito. 


Hans Bellmer (Untitled)

Anyway, I love playing denturefairy, mammy christmas, auntie valentine, birthday goddess. So this list, Voulezvous is what happened when I was poking around Amazon, thinking about you. I promise, one day this  will wander up to your doorstep. It will. Just like that. 

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Yes, I also have a wishlist.  Well, up here in the wilderness, it is closer to a needlist (all that wine *is* a necessity).   It is based on the UK's Amazon site because going to the nearest city's Customs offices is out of the question, and most of what comes from the States has to go through Greek Customs.

(Here's where you get to exercise a little kitchen magick.  Even if you don't actually choose & send anything, laughter will help move things a little closer to the drop.  So read up!  Thanks!)

  
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Monday, November 23, 2015

'Windy, windy is the stuff of stones...'*

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The weather has finally made it to Preveza from the Peristeri... down from heights that are just a few kilometers north of here, but many, many meters UP!  Friday and Saturday suggested its power; and last night I saw my first thunderstorm on the mountain.

Since I am apprised that this weather will persist through the week (and ensure my hermitage), I launched myself into a short walk this morning, feeling how *crisp* water can be when pulled into these forms.

Even as I write, the brief clearing is gone and a lacy fog has drifted into my garden.  The Gods are curious - well, we are curious about each other.  One of Their emissaries blasted through a main window last night, setting a small hurricane loose in the house.

As water poured through the windows, I climbed into my son's leather coat to venture outdoors and close the shutters.  Despite the turbulence, I was surprised by the warmth of these winds -- anemos in Greek.  They may have come from the north, but were altogether chthonos, born from caves and riverbeds.  Once I figured out their provenance (the Powers are either olympian or titanic all up in here, and woe to the human who cannot tell the difference), I gently praised them back to what we call the 'out-of-doors.'

(As 'in-of-doors' is ever only temporary in this part of the world.)

 Zöés Thea.

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* The post title is a riff on Richard Wilbur's poem "Epistemology."  (Look it up, lazyboy...)

Saturday, November 21, 2015

Rainways...

I have been in this little house on the mountain for 20 days now;  that is, two of my 10-day weeks (1). The first wave was a little more social than I was expecting - people from the settlement below (too small to call a village) were intensely curious about this 'Amerikani' and couldn't resist showing up, unannounced, the first few days.

I wasn't as surly as I could have been.  Really.  But by the end of the first week, traffic dwindled to an occasional sheep-drive-by, with their throaty little bells.   Perfect.

The second decajour saw my first visit to the real village - about 18 kms down the mountain.  There is only one bus a day out of this area - and getting to it involves a three-kilometer walk in the mornings before dawn, interfering with my current ~cough~ 'lifestyle.'   Which is to remain unconscious for as long as possible each morning.  

Why?  Because I wake up to this:  "Oh.  Quentin is dead.  No, wait.  That can't be right..."  I squeeze my pituitary for another amber drop of soporismo, but a few minutes later the truth of it comes rolling through. "Quentin AND Sarah... " There, in the chiaroscuro of my sleepstyle, young master Chevy Chase is reading from a news desk on the set of SNL, "I repeat, Quentin and Sarah are still dead."

Fuck.  Fuck, I say.  Back to sleep.

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A taxi ride up and down the mountain costs about the same as renting a car for a day, so a few days ago I decided to pick one up from a small town about 40 kms from here.  My goals were to visit a sanctuary near Ioannina,  and round up provisions for a two-week hermitage with The Writing.

Goddess he'p me but I am an American.  As soon as I was behind the wheel of that little Nissan, my entire demeanor changed.  I suppose this has something to do with the way Americans interpret the word 'freedom,' and how that is expressed in velocity.   Velocity and wanderlust:  besides worshipping sleep, in this season of grief and sudden grace I revere not-knowing.  Not knowing the human sounds (a.k.a. language) surrounding me, not knowing how capital flows into my world, not knowing who I will kiss this week or next;  and best of all, not knowing whether I've taken the high short road, or the long low one ... until I've arrived.

I returned the car yesterday - glancing North to a few clouds, I threw my umbrella into the bag as an afterthought.   No need, the first drops came a couple of hours after I got home.   Now, on the last day of Scorpio, we have a soft, meditative drizzle - the rain not falling so much as wheeling in, windlessly.

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This week seemed especially rough on my people back in the States -- as Paris went briefly under siege on a signal day - Friday the 13th.   Venus'day and Her lunar count - we did not miss the implications.   Three of my younger friends spun out pretty hard, a dear one who supported last year's journey to Cyprus is wrangling a stalker, and other darlings are breastdeep in a feeling of indefinable malaise, or are grimcheerfully swinging from their rosaries, mantra volume up to 10.





This transformational scheiss is not for the lily of liver, I tell you.

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It being November, my own emotional and spiritual tasks have been typically Scorpionic: what/how/when am I feeling?  Mourning my children alternates with a kind of happiness that seems to have no sugarburn to it, no ache that comes with the secret story of our transience.   Not to suggest that I am in a two-colored rainbow; this week, others' suffering has dislodged another layer of my own - probably biological at its root.   So now I learn to distinguish grief from the vespers of a sinking thyroid (2).

    
The trip to the sanctuary also brought some new information I am still processing.  The effable story is that last year's hero-dog, Hector, died two months ago - but I was accompanied by his daughters during my overnight at the temnos.     And having left my little offering, there is a new layer in the emotional body - a form of postpartum elation tinged with sadness.

Like giving birth, one is no longer 'inhabited' - but there is something new in the Time stream; its qualities and effects still enfolded, tight as a morning glory.  

Not-knowing doesn't mean ignorance or foolery, it means not-knowing-yet.

And that is precious - possibly even sacred.

I just don't know... yet.
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1. A measure which seems to be slow in catching on, despite clear evidence of eight other planets, a Moon and a Sun. 
2. Not to worry.  I have requested an herb that brought the matter to heel last year, and it will be here in 10 days or so. 

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Odysseus' Tree

Before the Millennium I studied Spanish for a good five years before I was able speak it.  But speak it I do, lapsing into my cousin-tongue when giving birth to Quentin, and slipping into it again as I was dealing with Sarah's death.   Under such conditions, one is surprised to get six words out in any language.  But then again,  I am not known for my taciturnity.

In any case, I thought five years was too damn long.  Now that I've pursued French and Greek for the last 3 decades and am still clobbering both languages, I guess five years wasn't that bad.

Initially I wasn't interested in speaking Spanish so much as  reading it - particularly the Hispanic and Latin American poets who were wiping the floors with North American modernism.   So for the first couple of years my tutorials consisted of memorizing long swathes of novels and poems, most of which are lost to me this year (hypothalamic shrinkage - part of the grieving dealio), but I can recall some of their rhythms...

"Sobre los arcos de la noche
Sus luces llegandos y despidiendos
Sus altiplanos de estrellas verdes..."

The public library in Austin used to have a fabulous section of Spanish-language poets reading their own work - the sounds embedded in huge, black platters of polyvinyl chloride.  I would check out a dozen at a time, put one on a record player next to my bed, set it for 'repeat' and drift away to Los Alturas de Macchu Picchu, or Platero y Yo or Fragmentos a Su Iman.  The next day a few lines would bubble up, but I remained mostly oblivious to their meaning.  No matter.  Meaning would come later;  for now, a map of the language was being drawn inside my dreams.

Here in Greece, as I struggle with the charitable brain damage that comes with mourning, my handful
of daily demotic seems to scatter 20 minutes after I've gathered it in. But it occurred to me today that I haven't put into play my earlier technique:  Read the poem, hear it; write it out and in; sleep with, wake to and ensoul the poem.

The language will follow the music.

"The Little Orange Tree" by Odysseus Elytis (Nobel Laureate, 1979)


Saturday, October 31, 2015

(33,333 steps

...roughly the distance between the Diplon gate in the Kerameikos and the entrance to Eleusis.   I wish my feet could vouch that number,  but I'll try to actually walk the Way again sometime next Fall. )

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Thursday, October 29, 2015

This visit to the center of the  known universe called  Eleusis has been so long in coming.  I was scheduled to visit in 1982, then got deferred to 1994, then again to 2007.  I finally made it to Greece last year, but alas! not to the Sacred Way.  

So when I arrived to Athens earlier this week, I could barely settle down enough to actually envision
Diplon Gate - where the Way begins. 
the trip.  Each day seemed to be consumed by one nervous fidgeting or another, gathering gifts, scrying maps, am I awake enough? relaxed enough? alert enough?  Oh, and now it is 1 or 4 or not-oclock, too late to make a journey that seemed too close too far too much too bright too easy too strange to actually accomplish.  Today.

Eleusis.  Right there.  Right, right there.   A mere 20 kilometers; a whole 12 miles... but I'll lay some part of my hesitation on Google's cock-eyed sense of space.   Hey Google: the american mile ≠ 1.6 kilometers in primate cities.  Something about the sheer foldedness of Euro or Eurodoppel  urbanity boggles your cartographic crow.   You need to learn to measure this space in circles.  Or something.  

In the end I had to resort to self-trickery,  mumbling that I was just going out - to Syntagma Square or Kerameikos (the beginning of the Sacred Way) and see what happens.   I did 'accidentally' buy the offering, and remember that I am carrying a split of wine and corkscrew.  Oh, and ghast-but-not-least, pack the children's ashes. Sitting in the biggest Starbucks on the planet, lo! it turns out I am perhaps 10 blocks from what may be a foolproof bus straight to modern-day Elefsina, the little industrial town which envelopes the sacred site.

The walk:  10 blocks between Starbucks and the bus stop is low-rent merchantile - a million trinkets, bags, scarves, aluminum pots, buckets of nails, motor oil; then several long streets of open-bag spice houses - 30 gallon sacks of oregon, turmeric, vanilla bean, annatto churning from doorless storefronts.   I realize I am looking at African spices when the handwoven headscarves block my view and people with skin like burnt gold rumble along beside me.

This is the Omonia district.  I am told it is a 'rough' neighborhood.  I find it alive and noble.   The Way is starting to quietly slip under my tread; somehow my shadow gets thinner and the street signs are easier to read. Thea Zoe, 'She Lives.' I hear this resounding first in the back of my attention, then slowly elbowing up to my voice.  "Zöés Thea," I say to the Orthodox priest haggling over a new suitcase.   He looks up, a little annoyed until he sees that I am standing fully in the sound of it.  His eyebrows go up.   Then to the imam who has buttonholed a couple of young, anxious-looking men.   The shaikh won't divert his gaze, but one of his audience turns and attends - then laughs gently.  I touch his sleeve and keep walking.

The third time it falls from my lips, there is the bus: A-16 to Elefsina.  I follow it around the park, only to find that I have to buy a ticket from a kiosk that is actually closed.  The driver just shrugs, waves me in.

About halfway there, tears begin to flow.  Just as on Tuesday - quiet tears, some expression of reverence; not at all the violent weeping I have endured since Quentin's death.   I weep as if I am unforgetting something essential, washing something away that has obscured my heart.    Then, it just stops.  It stops without ever truly revealing why it started.

Hopping off of the bus, I wonder how the Eiros Odos got to be 3 city blocks from the entrance to Eleusis as I turn left and head toward the bay.  Once at the iron gate,  oh noes! the site has been closed for an hour.  So like any resourceful mystes, I stalk the perimeter till I find a low spot in the fence. . .

Once over, of course I have the place to myself.   Most of my discoveries from that point  will have to stay behind the pennyroyal veil,  but the place was utterly familiar - each part known before I had arrived.  The entrance to Plouton's realm, for example, was clear to me from the first photo -- one that came without a caption.  And which, upon my arrival, was confirmed by this sign . . .


Netherstep 
One of the features of that shadowy escarpment was a deep piercing into the ground, just east of the cavern.  I've never seen it photographed or mentioned in any description.  It isn't the kallichoron, the public well of the Dancers found on the far Southern (most public) side of the site; just a hole about 3 feet in diameter - dark, simple, rimless and very, very deep.   I got the same onyx thrill from seeing it that I experienced the first time I approached the fountaine d'Vauclaus, which is a hell-gate of no small puissance.  With the same warning: approach me not.   I didn't even make offering to this one, just acknowledged its power and kept moving.

The Mirthless Rock
Impossible garden


I came into Eleusis from an odd, northwestern angle, one  covered by woods and grasses.   The Eastern opening -- where initiates and supplicants entered for the Greater and Lesser Mysteries -- was the standard path, but since I was there after-hours I stepped in where the Dadouchos stood and witnessed anyone who spoke Greek (slave or free woman, citizen or citiless) come for instruction and rites.

Approaching the Way, I took a photo of myself in a shrinehouse, seated on a marble pedestal where the statue of the Mother would have been.   On the South side of the road I found a small footprint for another shrine, where I surmised the Daughter would have been shown.   Saw with my eye's mind the Dadouchos raising and lowering torches in front of the Icons, just long enough to impress the imagination.

When I went to the Oracle near Macedonia last year it was very clear that I could not tread the precinct in shoes; I took them off in a slow drizzle and a big white dog named Hector laid down on them, keeping them warm and dry for 3 hours. Though I have no clear idea  if that Oracle and Eleusis fell under the same orders, in no wise could I set foot on the Way wearing shoes.  I removed and placed them to the left of the little bridge shown (going over the trench which was the last known track of the Eridanos); then carefully, so carefully placed my feet on the luminous blue marble of the Way.

The most astonishing thing was its texture - a surface both tough and pliant, like blue beeswax that had somehow been annealed, hardened by the thousands, possibly millions of people who had trod the Way.

To the right the hill curved up to a spot overlooking the Sea, to the left a complex of baths and sheltered spaces for meditating and offering and celebrating.  Never have I been in a 'religious' space that seemed so joyful.   Demeter had found Kore; she found her and defied Death himself for the recovery of her daughter.  Of course there was joy.

I recognized this intellectually, but my own experience is still so otherwise that I could only 'acknowledge' (not quite feel) it.


The public side of Eleusis was calling me, so I wandered south of the Way, sitting for what I thought would be only a moment under a solitary tree. At this writing the species is still unclear, but it was unlike any I have ever touched.  It had a canopy that reached all the way to the ground, and its greendark was punctuated by maybe a thousand bees, all humming, seeking, spinning in the viridian gloom.   The bark, almost like skin, was twinkling, glittering in the westering light.  I thought it was sap, but was not in the least bit sticky.  But the most remarkable feature was the scent  - savory like the inside of a man's thigh, sweet like the back of a woman's neck - in the same breath.

It may be  a type of myrtle; I have found reference to myrtle being sacred to both Aphrodite and Demeter.  Anyway, this tree is where I finally paid my respects, pouring the wine and ashes into the dripline; sitting quietly, feeling the interface between Dion to the North and Demeter here in Attica.   It is a dialogue long unbeheard, but one that may be finding new strength.

Zöes Thea.

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(As I was doing some research for this post, I came across a blog by one 'Sheila Rose Bright' who happened to have also made her trek to Eleusis on October 29 -- though it seems to have been in 2002.  Her entry is worth a look.) 

Introducing Easter(wood) Everywhere

Since I am traveling more than actually writing,  it seemed high time to divert some attention away from "For Writing Out Loud" and back to EE.  I thought I was in transit last time I penned a blog under this banner... but had NO idea how much travel was ahead of me, or that the reasons would be so compelling.

Some of the impulse seems to be astrological (hey, I heard that . . .).  I won't belabor this overmuch, but listen: I have had Uranus (Mr. Surprise) in my 4th House (home/grounding/sense-of-belonging) since 2010. Repeated shocks to my home-front for the last 4 years have finally convinced me to put wheels on my baggage and just roll with it.

So this week I am in Athens (Greece, not Georgia), after an 8-month stint as houseguest/pest in Austin, Texas.  Almost six months of 2014/15 was spent in Greece and Cyprus.  And a scant year before that I was in Albuquerque, New Mexico.  See?  Bouncy-bouncy.

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Today was the Full Moon, and although I had some ambition to be in Eleusis, it didn't quite work out.  I found myself walking through a Syrian encampment at Victoria Square, watching the Athenian police - tricked out in riot gear, but seemingly relaxed... playing cards, joking with the 'immigrants,' strolling between exhausted travelers with no sign of hostility.

I did make it as far as a piece of the Way near another Metro stop.   The escalators were full of
people, I chose to climb the stairs - which meant I had them to myself.  The tears began as I set my foot on the first step of the ascent. I was a bit surprised; though I have a deep sense of the Sacred Way, this wash of emotion seemed to come from nowhere, allwhere.   This soft weeping continued till I came up to the actual dig, which was surrounded by a plexiglass fence.  I looked at my phone - exactly 2 p.m. - full moon.   I created a small altar from my wedding rebozo and Quentin and Sarah's ashes, then kicked off my shoes and raised my palms to stand in prayer facing North.

After a few minutes, my hands lowered, sealing something into the ground.  Then I opened the water bottle and ambulated the little roomful of road, spilling water at the points of the compass.  It was an humble enough offering, but the lovingkindness that washed back over me was ... indescribable.

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Last year, when I was in Cyprus, I found the Hammam --the Turkish bath--  in Nicosia, but couldn't afford to go when Quentin got sick.  I sent all of my spare cash back to Austin in the form of a Wheatsville card - urging him to get the nutrients necessary to ward off what seemed to be a bad cold.

(Of course it turned out to be something quite different than a 'cold.')

Today, as I was leaving the Way, I walked right up to this.  Or I was walked right over to it.

My appointment is Thursday afternoon.   Water given, water received.
   ζωές θεά

                



Saturday, October 24, 2015

French Hauteur v Greek Hospitality (reposted from For Writing Out Loud)

[Reposted from my other blog For Writing Out Loud]

So let's put the subject line to rest immediately:  the reason the Parisians have a reputation for arrogance is because ALL OF THEIR GENTLES WORK FOR AIR FRANCE.   (No, 'gentles' is not missing a couple of vowels).

Except for that little issue of Customs being on strike in Paris - creating a horde of buzzing, angry passengers all missing flights to pretty much everywhere (your humble reporter included).  But really, my experience with Customs officials has been routinely 'meh' - so we didn't miss them.  That much.

Especially as AF was apologetic, assiduous, easygoing and got me on another flight within 3 hours of the one I missed.  With an 8 Euro coupon for any food or drink in the airport.  Awrighty then.

If I hadn't been so dazed, I'd've headed to duty-free and loaded up on tiny bottles of du-Pape.  Oh well, bless the daze.  It turned into an actual conversation in approximate French with an actual Parisian.

"Bon jour, madam..."
"Bon jour madamoiselle.  Je voudrais un cappochino, sil vous plait. Mais non plus grande."
"plus grande?"
"Non plus grande.  Dit '30 oz,' ne?"
"Non... dit 30 gms."
"bon alors, oui!  parfait. Mercimerci."

30 gms was the amount of ground coffee used in the machine, so it was a respectably intense jolt.   And I was surprised to hear French actually flowing from my face.  Must've been the Greek in the background pushing it along.  You can only feel incompetent in one language at a time, apparently.

Then on to my next flight, where the woman in front of me pushed all of the seats back as we were taking off, reducing the amount of room for my knees to nothingness.   I asked her to set at least one of them up, in three languages.  Her response, glaring, was unchanged through each attempt.  I then kneed the seat in front of me back to upright.   Whereupon a stewardess swooped in, and after uprighting all of the offending seats, escorted me to an empty row with another empty row right in front.  "You will be more comfortable here."

Yes, I was.

And then there is the Air France alcohol allowance (a.k.a. infinite), but I'll keep that story for another day.   The offer to douse my caffeine with cognac was a interesting move, though.   Better keep an eye on that one, cherie.  Knock her out, if possible.  

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Athens' Eleftherios is now a familiar airport.  I have passed through it 8 times in the last 13 months... flying, but also storing bags and renting cars there.   I like it.  Reminds me of Austin's legacy Mueller back in the day.   Arrived to rain, a bit cooler than Texas, but about the same drip-rate as what I left: drizzle with little downbursts.   I pored over the maps to make sure I understood the route to Takis' apartment, assessed my relative energy (not as horrible as it should have been) and decided to subway it.

I dragged a pullover out of my bag and put it on under my black velvet shirt.  Went out to the platform. Half-hour went by. No metro.  Tourists from everywhere accumulating at the stop.  Second half-hour. Still no metro and the wind is picking up, temps going down down down.  Now my host is getting worried, but I have no phone down here at the stop.  And I amfreezing.

Okay, fine.  I will take out our coat.  
I am traveling with Quentin's giant black leather coat, which accounts for 10 of the pounds in my luggage.  I unzip the bag, pull it out and voila: I am in a nice warm cabin made of leather.

And the Metro instantly shows up.  Of course.

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 Now at Takis', and he is an angel.  Angel.  After showing me how everything works, 20 minutes later he is an angel bringing a bottle of decent Greek wine (that is as far as I can go on the praise-scale... y'all know my rant about Greek wine) and two glasses.  I tell him I have to oblate the quaff, look down from the balcony: marble, brick, concrete.  No soil.   Oh well, I'll drink it tomorrow.  He bids me good night and slips away like any good host.

It is still raining.  I take my bottle and wander into the night to find 1) dirt, and 2) a magazin(storelette) which has the basics for my dinner:  goat cheese, olives, sardines.   Sodium feast.  Wine for potassium, yo.

On the way back I stop at the park up the street (which is, curiously, round)  and thank all the gods for my loving community, safe journey and amazing hosts - but esp Dionysius and Demeter, and spill a good glass to them. Generosity is important.

And there was plenty left.
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A few more words about this apartment, which could not be more perfect.  

There is the simple furniture, the boisterous street, the Greek honey in the kitchen (swoon) and a bathtub as deep as the Suez canal.  There is the buttery green my host has chosen for accent walls matching the bedsheets and comforter.   But the real treasure?  The floors.  Parquet, terrazo, wood. My feet have forgiven me everything I've done to them in the last two days because of these floors.   














In other news, I will be starting another blog (well actually, two) soon.  Will write to some of you privately about that, but look for a link/announcement here in a day or so.

Kalinikta

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