Saturday, October 31, 2015

(33,333 steps

...roughly the distance between the Diplon gate in the Kerameikos and the entrance to Eleusis.   I wish my feet could vouch that number,  but I'll try to actually walk the Way again sometime next Fall. )

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Thursday, October 29, 2015

This visit to the center of the  known universe called  Eleusis has been so long in coming.  I was scheduled to visit in 1982, then got deferred to 1994, then again to 2007.  I finally made it to Greece last year, but alas! not to the Sacred Way.  

So when I arrived to Athens earlier this week, I could barely settle down enough to actually envision
Diplon Gate - where the Way begins. 
the trip.  Each day seemed to be consumed by one nervous fidgeting or another, gathering gifts, scrying maps, am I awake enough? relaxed enough? alert enough?  Oh, and now it is 1 or 4 or not-oclock, too late to make a journey that seemed too close too far too much too bright too easy too strange to actually accomplish.  Today.

Eleusis.  Right there.  Right, right there.   A mere 20 kilometers; a whole 12 miles... but I'll lay some part of my hesitation on Google's cock-eyed sense of space.   Hey Google: the american mile ≠ 1.6 kilometers in primate cities.  Something about the sheer foldedness of Euro or Eurodoppel  urbanity boggles your cartographic crow.   You need to learn to measure this space in circles.  Or something.  

In the end I had to resort to self-trickery,  mumbling that I was just going out - to Syntagma Square or Kerameikos (the beginning of the Sacred Way) and see what happens.   I did 'accidentally' buy the offering, and remember that I am carrying a split of wine and corkscrew.  Oh, and ghast-but-not-least, pack the children's ashes. Sitting in the biggest Starbucks on the planet, lo! it turns out I am perhaps 10 blocks from what may be a foolproof bus straight to modern-day Elefsina, the little industrial town which envelopes the sacred site.

The walk:  10 blocks between Starbucks and the bus stop is low-rent merchantile - a million trinkets, bags, scarves, aluminum pots, buckets of nails, motor oil; then several long streets of open-bag spice houses - 30 gallon sacks of oregon, turmeric, vanilla bean, annatto churning from doorless storefronts.   I realize I am looking at African spices when the handwoven headscarves block my view and people with skin like burnt gold rumble along beside me.

This is the Omonia district.  I am told it is a 'rough' neighborhood.  I find it alive and noble.   The Way is starting to quietly slip under my tread; somehow my shadow gets thinner and the street signs are easier to read. Thea Zoe, 'She Lives.' I hear this resounding first in the back of my attention, then slowly elbowing up to my voice.  "Zöés Thea," I say to the Orthodox priest haggling over a new suitcase.   He looks up, a little annoyed until he sees that I am standing fully in the sound of it.  His eyebrows go up.   Then to the imam who has buttonholed a couple of young, anxious-looking men.   The shaikh won't divert his gaze, but one of his audience turns and attends - then laughs gently.  I touch his sleeve and keep walking.

The third time it falls from my lips, there is the bus: A-16 to Elefsina.  I follow it around the park, only to find that I have to buy a ticket from a kiosk that is actually closed.  The driver just shrugs, waves me in.

About halfway there, tears begin to flow.  Just as on Tuesday - quiet tears, some expression of reverence; not at all the violent weeping I have endured since Quentin's death.   I weep as if I am unforgetting something essential, washing something away that has obscured my heart.    Then, it just stops.  It stops without ever truly revealing why it started.

Hopping off of the bus, I wonder how the Eiros Odos got to be 3 city blocks from the entrance to Eleusis as I turn left and head toward the bay.  Once at the iron gate,  oh noes! the site has been closed for an hour.  So like any resourceful mystes, I stalk the perimeter till I find a low spot in the fence. . .

Once over, of course I have the place to myself.   Most of my discoveries from that point  will have to stay behind the pennyroyal veil,  but the place was utterly familiar - each part known before I had arrived.  The entrance to Plouton's realm, for example, was clear to me from the first photo -- one that came without a caption.  And which, upon my arrival, was confirmed by this sign . . .


Netherstep 
One of the features of that shadowy escarpment was a deep piercing into the ground, just east of the cavern.  I've never seen it photographed or mentioned in any description.  It isn't the kallichoron, the public well of the Dancers found on the far Southern (most public) side of the site; just a hole about 3 feet in diameter - dark, simple, rimless and very, very deep.   I got the same onyx thrill from seeing it that I experienced the first time I approached the fountaine d'Vauclaus, which is a hell-gate of no small puissance.  With the same warning: approach me not.   I didn't even make offering to this one, just acknowledged its power and kept moving.

The Mirthless Rock
Impossible garden


I came into Eleusis from an odd, northwestern angle, one  covered by woods and grasses.   The Eastern opening -- where initiates and supplicants entered for the Greater and Lesser Mysteries -- was the standard path, but since I was there after-hours I stepped in where the Dadouchos stood and witnessed anyone who spoke Greek (slave or free woman, citizen or citiless) come for instruction and rites.

Approaching the Way, I took a photo of myself in a shrinehouse, seated on a marble pedestal where the statue of the Mother would have been.   On the South side of the road I found a small footprint for another shrine, where I surmised the Daughter would have been shown.   Saw with my eye's mind the Dadouchos raising and lowering torches in front of the Icons, just long enough to impress the imagination.

When I went to the Oracle near Macedonia last year it was very clear that I could not tread the precinct in shoes; I took them off in a slow drizzle and a big white dog named Hector laid down on them, keeping them warm and dry for 3 hours. Though I have no clear idea  if that Oracle and Eleusis fell under the same orders, in no wise could I set foot on the Way wearing shoes.  I removed and placed them to the left of the little bridge shown (going over the trench which was the last known track of the Eridanos); then carefully, so carefully placed my feet on the luminous blue marble of the Way.

The most astonishing thing was its texture - a surface both tough and pliant, like blue beeswax that had somehow been annealed, hardened by the thousands, possibly millions of people who had trod the Way.

To the right the hill curved up to a spot overlooking the Sea, to the left a complex of baths and sheltered spaces for meditating and offering and celebrating.  Never have I been in a 'religious' space that seemed so joyful.   Demeter had found Kore; she found her and defied Death himself for the recovery of her daughter.  Of course there was joy.

I recognized this intellectually, but my own experience is still so otherwise that I could only 'acknowledge' (not quite feel) it.


The public side of Eleusis was calling me, so I wandered south of the Way, sitting for what I thought would be only a moment under a solitary tree. At this writing the species is still unclear, but it was unlike any I have ever touched.  It had a canopy that reached all the way to the ground, and its greendark was punctuated by maybe a thousand bees, all humming, seeking, spinning in the viridian gloom.   The bark, almost like skin, was twinkling, glittering in the westering light.  I thought it was sap, but was not in the least bit sticky.  But the most remarkable feature was the scent  - savory like the inside of a man's thigh, sweet like the back of a woman's neck - in the same breath.

It may be  a type of myrtle; I have found reference to myrtle being sacred to both Aphrodite and Demeter.  Anyway, this tree is where I finally paid my respects, pouring the wine and ashes into the dripline; sitting quietly, feeling the interface between Dion to the North and Demeter here in Attica.   It is a dialogue long unbeheard, but one that may be finding new strength.

Zöes Thea.

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(As I was doing some research for this post, I came across a blog by one 'Sheila Rose Bright' who happened to have also made her trek to Eleusis on October 29 -- though it seems to have been in 2002.  Her entry is worth a look.) 

Introducing Easter(wood) Everywhere

Since I am traveling more than actually writing,  it seemed high time to divert some attention away from "For Writing Out Loud" and back to EE.  I thought I was in transit last time I penned a blog under this banner... but had NO idea how much travel was ahead of me, or that the reasons would be so compelling.

Some of the impulse seems to be astrological (hey, I heard that . . .).  I won't belabor this overmuch, but listen: I have had Uranus (Mr. Surprise) in my 4th House (home/grounding/sense-of-belonging) since 2010. Repeated shocks to my home-front for the last 4 years have finally convinced me to put wheels on my baggage and just roll with it.

So this week I am in Athens (Greece, not Georgia), after an 8-month stint as houseguest/pest in Austin, Texas.  Almost six months of 2014/15 was spent in Greece and Cyprus.  And a scant year before that I was in Albuquerque, New Mexico.  See?  Bouncy-bouncy.

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Today was the Full Moon, and although I had some ambition to be in Eleusis, it didn't quite work out.  I found myself walking through a Syrian encampment at Victoria Square, watching the Athenian police - tricked out in riot gear, but seemingly relaxed... playing cards, joking with the 'immigrants,' strolling between exhausted travelers with no sign of hostility.

I did make it as far as a piece of the Way near another Metro stop.   The escalators were full of
people, I chose to climb the stairs - which meant I had them to myself.  The tears began as I set my foot on the first step of the ascent. I was a bit surprised; though I have a deep sense of the Sacred Way, this wash of emotion seemed to come from nowhere, allwhere.   This soft weeping continued till I came up to the actual dig, which was surrounded by a plexiglass fence.  I looked at my phone - exactly 2 p.m. - full moon.   I created a small altar from my wedding rebozo and Quentin and Sarah's ashes, then kicked off my shoes and raised my palms to stand in prayer facing North.

After a few minutes, my hands lowered, sealing something into the ground.  Then I opened the water bottle and ambulated the little roomful of road, spilling water at the points of the compass.  It was an humble enough offering, but the lovingkindness that washed back over me was ... indescribable.

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Last year, when I was in Cyprus, I found the Hammam --the Turkish bath--  in Nicosia, but couldn't afford to go when Quentin got sick.  I sent all of my spare cash back to Austin in the form of a Wheatsville card - urging him to get the nutrients necessary to ward off what seemed to be a bad cold.

(Of course it turned out to be something quite different than a 'cold.')

Today, as I was leaving the Way, I walked right up to this.  Or I was walked right over to it.

My appointment is Thursday afternoon.   Water given, water received.
   ζωές θεά

                



Saturday, October 24, 2015

French Hauteur v Greek Hospitality (reposted from For Writing Out Loud)

[Reposted from my other blog For Writing Out Loud]

So let's put the subject line to rest immediately:  the reason the Parisians have a reputation for arrogance is because ALL OF THEIR GENTLES WORK FOR AIR FRANCE.   (No, 'gentles' is not missing a couple of vowels).

Except for that little issue of Customs being on strike in Paris - creating a horde of buzzing, angry passengers all missing flights to pretty much everywhere (your humble reporter included).  But really, my experience with Customs officials has been routinely 'meh' - so we didn't miss them.  That much.

Especially as AF was apologetic, assiduous, easygoing and got me on another flight within 3 hours of the one I missed.  With an 8 Euro coupon for any food or drink in the airport.  Awrighty then.

If I hadn't been so dazed, I'd've headed to duty-free and loaded up on tiny bottles of du-Pape.  Oh well, bless the daze.  It turned into an actual conversation in approximate French with an actual Parisian.

"Bon jour, madam..."
"Bon jour madamoiselle.  Je voudrais un cappochino, sil vous plait. Mais non plus grande."
"plus grande?"
"Non plus grande.  Dit '30 oz,' ne?"
"Non... dit 30 gms."
"bon alors, oui!  parfait. Mercimerci."

30 gms was the amount of ground coffee used in the machine, so it was a respectably intense jolt.   And I was surprised to hear French actually flowing from my face.  Must've been the Greek in the background pushing it along.  You can only feel incompetent in one language at a time, apparently.

Then on to my next flight, where the woman in front of me pushed all of the seats back as we were taking off, reducing the amount of room for my knees to nothingness.   I asked her to set at least one of them up, in three languages.  Her response, glaring, was unchanged through each attempt.  I then kneed the seat in front of me back to upright.   Whereupon a stewardess swooped in, and after uprighting all of the offending seats, escorted me to an empty row with another empty row right in front.  "You will be more comfortable here."

Yes, I was.

And then there is the Air France alcohol allowance (a.k.a. infinite), but I'll keep that story for another day.   The offer to douse my caffeine with cognac was a interesting move, though.   Better keep an eye on that one, cherie.  Knock her out, if possible.  

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Athens' Eleftherios is now a familiar airport.  I have passed through it 8 times in the last 13 months... flying, but also storing bags and renting cars there.   I like it.  Reminds me of Austin's legacy Mueller back in the day.   Arrived to rain, a bit cooler than Texas, but about the same drip-rate as what I left: drizzle with little downbursts.   I pored over the maps to make sure I understood the route to Takis' apartment, assessed my relative energy (not as horrible as it should have been) and decided to subway it.

I dragged a pullover out of my bag and put it on under my black velvet shirt.  Went out to the platform. Half-hour went by. No metro.  Tourists from everywhere accumulating at the stop.  Second half-hour. Still no metro and the wind is picking up, temps going down down down.  Now my host is getting worried, but I have no phone down here at the stop.  And I amfreezing.

Okay, fine.  I will take out our coat.  
I am traveling with Quentin's giant black leather coat, which accounts for 10 of the pounds in my luggage.  I unzip the bag, pull it out and voila: I am in a nice warm cabin made of leather.

And the Metro instantly shows up.  Of course.

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 Now at Takis', and he is an angel.  Angel.  After showing me how everything works, 20 minutes later he is an angel bringing a bottle of decent Greek wine (that is as far as I can go on the praise-scale... y'all know my rant about Greek wine) and two glasses.  I tell him I have to oblate the quaff, look down from the balcony: marble, brick, concrete.  No soil.   Oh well, I'll drink it tomorrow.  He bids me good night and slips away like any good host.

It is still raining.  I take my bottle and wander into the night to find 1) dirt, and 2) a magazin(storelette) which has the basics for my dinner:  goat cheese, olives, sardines.   Sodium feast.  Wine for potassium, yo.

On the way back I stop at the park up the street (which is, curiously, round)  and thank all the gods for my loving community, safe journey and amazing hosts - but esp Dionysius and Demeter, and spill a good glass to them. Generosity is important.

And there was plenty left.
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A few more words about this apartment, which could not be more perfect.  

There is the simple furniture, the boisterous street, the Greek honey in the kitchen (swoon) and a bathtub as deep as the Suez canal.  There is the buttery green my host has chosen for accent walls matching the bedsheets and comforter.   But the real treasure?  The floors.  Parquet, terrazo, wood. My feet have forgiven me everything I've done to them in the last two days because of these floors.   














In other news, I will be starting another blog (well actually, two) soon.  Will write to some of you privately about that, but look for a link/announcement here in a day or so.

Kalinikta

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